SkNiL eLBiSiVnI s'YeNRuoJ

2010-03-09T01:47:00.002-05:00

Walk among the wire
The dew in early light

Dance into the fire
The amber's bleed the night

Cross your given ties
A speech not wanting words

Dive into the work that's shown here this day,
relax your nerves, while I soothe a corner for

Peace
Thank you for your staying awhile!!
Fin

11-12-06

GONE

2010-01-23T16:17:00.017-05:00

Thinking

Of the day when

I've gone. . .bye

Hoping all goes

Well

For those

Left behind

Wanting them to

Remember, the

Things I 've done

Silly, funny, weird,

All under this planet's

Sun

They view the good, I

Have tried to be

Stay near my loves

Forgiveness will be

Much in pain I would

Not want to

Leave

A legacy worth's,

Watching them do their

Own thing

Ideas and values,

Morals and decency. . .

I've given

Looking down in wonder,

With tears of joy,
How well they'll be living

Fin

January 23, 2010

WAVE IN

2010-01-18T20:53:00.004-05:00

Screaming. . .

Inside, dealing with

So much

My head, this mind

Explodes

None listens

Invisible

They don's see

This side I

Cover

My hopes-the Down

Slide I am given

Fin

Written By XELain

January 18, 2010

2009-10-03T02:57:00.006-04:00

NUMB

Thoughts fly in turmoil
Don't understand why the bottom line matters
Being evicted in 30 days
This reality I must ponder

These creatures know I am disabled
They know I cannot walk
This paper delivered yesterday
Makes me numb in emotion's thought

I have no cash to move
My accounts lives in the negatives
Wanted to explain & beg a few
My fears is there will be nothing to gain
So i said to myself, "forget it!"

Trying to stay optimistic
Scared of my own views in fear
Fighting the negative in me
Giving myself a release on this blog, here

Pray for my daughter and I
Making calls and hoping
That everything will be alright
And all will be clearly unwarranted

Need to move the paper states- not wanted
At the address of 15 years
Don't know if it's for the best
Since money is needed
To move away "to a better place?'

Fin
September 30, 2009

VAPORED DISTORTIONS

2008-10-16T13:51:00.004-04:00

Trickling on the stone of a thickened glow,
I accumulate my conscience, as a true, solid closing
My resident of silence is definitely sealed to the temptations of my welcome r's, relief

My disobedient memory within reckless living, is a false sighting to my thoughts
I make a shimmer upon my hardened granite, as I blissfully reclaim,
the aromas of my fantasy

My presence of a scented rose, has decorated my reasons in dew
The hopeful petals, engrossing me in the touching of days in my own wonderland
Their schemes are full of insanity, and I am constantly pulled within their diet

To remain would be a blessing of false possibilities and leaving would be the better achievement. Any remorse would be dealt with... accordingly...
Fin

11-21-96

UNTITLED

2008-10-16T13:17:00.004-04:00

Watching the waves of lighted scenes, rebound across these stairs.
The luster that was given, has brought me a glimpsing tide of cheer.

Their sightings are blinding to my handsome throne, where the heat was pleasant, and near
I inhale their frequency of subtle tones, which has risen to my wares...
Fin

11-22-96

THE WIRE

2008-10-16T13:07:00.004-04:00

Dark within my accounts,
They laugh at my innocence.

Pulled in with half-truths,
I wander the wire for an honesty
Worth knowing.

While losing
My drop in a lie's bucket, lost
Amidst shadows of greed.

Fin
9-03-06

AWAKENED

2008-10-16T12:50:00.003-04:00

The pavement cools toward the unknown,
No longer blinded for I have grown.

Watch in awe, what knowledge speaks!
Learning travels where truth doth peek.

Fin
1-30-06

UNTITLED

2008-10-01T22:37:00.005-04:00

We, continue in voice, the recognition in 
The dreams and hopes of a future, wrapped
In the remarkable wings of knowledge where
our views will continue in strength through
the lives of our children, and childrens'
Children.

We have touched on the issues, and given them
A run for their money, while realizing that
Many saw these lines  at the beginning, 
Found comradely in a few thousand circuits 
And a window to an infinite universe.

Our use of the forums, has brought us together; a
Spoken few into an onslaught, alive with vision 
And grace. Thank the minds that clearly brings
The flowing waters into the seas and oceans 
Of learning.
Fin 

2-20-2007

RED TAPE

2008-08-05T15:25:00.003-04:00

Sing to the music, "Here we Go 'Round the Mulberry Bush"

Verse 1

Take a ride on the gov-go-round
There's plenty of Help
Approvals not found

Take a ride on the gov-go-round
You'll fall through the cracks all day!

Verse 2

There's many numbers to call around
Questions asked, replies turned down

Take a ride on the gov-go-round
Depend on them, No Way!

Fin. . .for now
7-05-08

DEAF NOTE

2008-04-17T07:42:00.003-04:00

A voice to be heard
This view to submit
The dream is chosen
A time to commit

While the key strokes
There's none to hear
My voice now gone
A mask worn clear

Fin
4-17-08

EON'S MIND

2008-04-11T06:59:00.003-04:00

The quantum's' wire has awakened
No longer within the dream
Toward the horizons shall I surf
The waters bloom and gleam

Load upon my access true
Lost in eon's time
Beauty's drawn a nightmare's clue
Glance back, awakened mind

Fin
11-20-06 Revised 4-11-08

LITTER SISTER OF BIOSHOCK

2007-12-16T13:16:00.003-05:00

Old school songs from years ago
Buildings beneath the sea
Mutated people and things to fight
Rapture's the journey is where you'll be

A touch of Eve
Can help you, yet
Harvesting a sister
Wouldn't be your best bet

Earning cash and Adam is swell
To buy the things you'll need
Like weapons, plasmids, plus other good stuff
You'll do well indeed

You solve puzzles and hack machines
This keeps the enemies at bay
Working your way toward the end
It's Bioshock to play
Fin
12-14-2007

DARKEN CORRIDORS

2007-12-12T13:12:00.002-05:00

No walking feet
Define these rows
Remember floating while reason
knows,

A path worth lurking no stable
lines
Journey's many through vapor's time
Taken into the void of space
Driven mute no screams in place

Corridors glow no light in bloom
Blinded pace hands searching...
soon
Twilight's blessing where to view
Darken corridor's redeemed in
blue
Fin
12-12-2007