NUMB

Thoughts fly in turmoil
Don't understand why the bottom line matters
Being evicted in 30 days
This reality I must ponder


These creatures know I am disabled
They know I cannot walk
This paper delivered yesterday
Makes me numb in emotion's thought


I have no cash to move
My accounts lives in the negatives
Wanted to explain & beg a few
My fears is there will be nothing to gain
So i said to myself, "forget it!"


Trying to stay optimistic
Scared of my own views in fear
Fighting the negative in me
Giving myself a release on this blog, here

Pray for my daughter and I
Making calls and hoping
That everything will be alright
And all will be clearly unwarranted

Need to move the paper states- not wanted
At the address of 15 years
Don't know if it's for the best
Since money is needed
To move away "to a better place?'

Fin
September 30, 2009