To Connie at CTP
and to her son,
Baby Williams Birth
You're growing so strong inside. every month
..Closer to me then I ever realized
My love pounds deeply knowing its breaking
Giving you a dream, for your future.....a better life
Hoping for so much, my love, for you, my son
Found, I thought honesty for you
These who placed their foot in the heart of me
They were there, every step caring and loving
Decisions , OMG, decisions to let you go
My darling, so much wanting, whats best for you
Then the change....their masks unveiled
Turmoil, confusion, truth masquerades, their lying smiles to us
They came open arms, soothing voices of deceit
Promises holding deeply, shielding their con to us
You and I deceived..papers of legal binding..
Sign before the blur cleared....
You were torn from me thru it
Blocked from my site you are...banned from enjoying your smile
Your giggles, first tooth, your beginning steps
My soul beckons, begging for just a grasp of you
Knowing that one day, you'll seek me out
When I can hold, you, my son...again
Fin
6/23/2013
